When the children were very young, many mothers told me to enjoy each day because they grow up so quickly. I do enjoy every day. However, today I have a pang in my heart, a sadness, and I think any mother reading this will understand.
There is a local football coach who loves to talk about Max and Sol. He coached Max last year. I saw him last night at Sol's soccer practice. This is what he said:
"You know, speed can't be taught. You either got it, or you don't. Your boys have it naturally. I hold track records at the local high school. No one has broken them in 27 years. I KNOW a great athlete when I see one. I've always been able to spot them when they are very young. Max is a great athlete. I am not taking anything away from Max. BUT SOL....well, the sky is the limit for Sol".
He went on and on. I thanked him for his kind words, and since then I have been sad. My boys are still young, but they are transitioning from little boys into young men. At the age of 9, Sol is being noticed.
I really just wish he was in the back yard catching frogs and snakes, petting his puppy, coming in covered with mud. All the Tonka toys sit behind the barn unused.
Today I am not choosing joy. I'm just going to grieve a little that things are changing. I am sure all moms go through this. I was warned by all those ladies who knew better than me. If your babies are little, I am warning you of the heartache to follow. Enjoy those babies!!!
3 comments:
Kate my dear,
love your blog, your devotion to your family is wonderful. just remember it's all good, i understand the pang but when i get it i remind myself how really sad it would be if my children weren't reaching those milestones . . . we are fresh from a visit with sweet katie, able now to walk with help, a walker or relegated to a wheelchair. at recess and gym she sits on a bench and watches. it is heartbreaking. but she will tell you God has a special plan for her life and you can't help but believe her. celebrate the change, growing up is a good thing :) Much love, Susan
Susan-
you are right! Growing up is wonderful and I am so thankful for these milestones. I am impressed by Katie's attitude. Thank you for sharing about her.
Well said... the heartache will grow in intensity! Encouraging, huh? : )
Just glad I'm within normal limits.
ha.ha.
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