We had a lovely day at school, with my little charge being on his best behavior. He had handled anger and frustration very well for two weeks. I knew our precious time together was limited.
Why would this time be precious?
1. Handling one student is easier than handling 25.
2. Staying in one classroom is better than traveling all over the district.
3. He loves me infinity, and I love him infinity x infinity.
4. He has progressed so much and that is rewarding.
5. I love the staff in this special classroom. We laugh a lot!
I knew it was over when the principal was walking toward me. My assignment was finished. DAMN these burning eyes and tightening throat. I DID NOT WANT TO CRY. I handled it well, feeling my heart squeeze. Thankfully, there was a little staff bathroom I ducked into...just two minutes is all I needed.
Cleanse, cleanse, cleanse with tears. He is doing well. That was our goal. Wish I didn't care so much. He needs a mama. All these thoughts rushing through my brain. Pulled myself together and was greeted by my four little ones, whom I love infinity x infinity, too.
On to my next assignment!
3 comments:
Aww, love you girl! I hate my burning eyes at times too! He will be forever changed by meeting you! It sounds like they have the perfect person for such special assignments.
Thank you, Selina! I feel so fortunate to get to do this. Miss you and love reading your updates.
This brought tears to my eyes. It brings so many sweet littles faces to mind for me. I am happy your charge has adjusted so well. You have a calling my dear friend. [big hug]
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