I am not a perfect follower of Christ who has steadfast faith no matter what is happening in my life. I have at times been angry at God, and even wondered if He is really there. I hate to admit that, but there it is.
This past week has been especially heartbreaking. To have a parent suffer, well, unless you have been there, I don't think you can feel the pain. It is a pain I wish you did not have to feel. But you know how it is, the inevitable circle of life.
I did learn a few years ago that if I turn TOWARD God during hard times, and not AWAY (which was my tendency), then life would go better....meaning, it would be easier to handle.
My sister and I have been deep in prayer since my father became ill last week. I am blown away by answered prayers, by the knowledge He has supplied, by the gifts He has given us....gifts that arrive at the perfect time. I am not talking about earthly treasures, I am speaking mostly of people who share their love, wisdom, and support, and of the gift of a father who has his life in order.
This week that should have been heavy with pain has been refreshing with JOY. That is because God has revealed Himself to us. It is a bit mystical, amazing, and hard to believe. All is falling into place. I continue to pray, especially for my beloved father.
4 comments:
You're on the right track. Remember what I said - when God seems far away, it's because we left - not Him.
Awww, that was so nice. He is amazing and such a giving God....He never ceases to amaze me.
Awesome and honest just like you Kate!! Thanks for sharing.
God is so good!! Beautifully written.... I want this all in a book form.. LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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